What happened???

Remember when you were sitting in class in high school and think how you can not wait to be done with school. And can not wait to living on your own, not having to answer to anyone. Well I remember how great it would be. But then there are those things that no ones tell you anything about like bills, finding the right place to live, having the right job, and then starting a family. Why is that we do not tell are youth about this? I do not remember have being told how hard life is. There was one thing that stands out the must in my mind is my mother saying" I can not wait for you to have kids, cause you will be just like me." Ha Ha why would I want to be like my mom? She did not know what she is talking about. Well guess what I am finding out that there are so many things that I do that she did with me that I do to my kids. I know that I will never live to be half the person that she is. But I know now how right she was about life....

Getting ready for the wedding

Today I was able to go with my soon to be sister-law to shoot a wedding video. She desided to go up to the Red butte gardens, wow it was beautiful. She had planned for her friend to be there to help her out but she found out today that she has mono. So she called me arround 11:00am in stress cause she need to have someone help her into her dress. So I did not want to stress her out anymore than she was, I decided to go. I had called Sue to see if she would watch the boys and being the sweet heart that she is she said yes. Well there was one little miner detail that I forgot. I did not tell Chris where the boys were. To make a long story short Chris was mad. (oh well).
It is so hard to think that my little bratty brother has found someone to put up with him, let me tell you he really scored. Jordan has ADD which when he was little no one could stand him. I can't believe that he is tying the knot. When he returned from his mission he had totally changed it was so hard for me to see my little brother so grown up. I still think of him as 14 and bugging me about how I was dating and I always went tanning and of course playing jokes on me. But after all of that I am so happy but also sad at the sometime. I am starting realize that the world does not stop when your 20. This will be the last family wedding out of both Chris and I family I do not know if I am ready. But I guess ready or not it will be done.........